I'm sorry that I haven't been posting for a very long time but it's been really hectic lately,

Because it's getting closer for me to go to college and it's a bit step for me a 100% home educated teen to end my home education life and then go to college, all my friends say that it's actually not that big deal but they don't really understand how bigger step it is for me and to be honest I'm a bit scared, mostly excitement but I am scared because I don't know what it's going to be like I mean I've never been in a class room for the start.

 I know that I'm going to be fine but I'm struggling with the idea of me actually going to college, it's the only thing that's been on my mind all the time, I still haven't finished my personal statement for my application for the college yet so I'm worring a bit.

On the 5th me and mum wen to Abbey Park Campus Leicester College to see a career advisor there because I have no clue what happens in a college or the course that will suit me.

The man that I saw for the career advisor meeting was really nice to me, I thought that he would only just talk to my mum because mum told me that some career advisors do do that and no talk to the youths that want to apply to get into the college so I braced myself for that but he talked to me all the time and when my mum and asked him something he would both talk to me and mum which was great. He told me that it might be a good idea to go to connexions and pick up all the college stuff there and apply to more then 1 college even though I knew I wanted to go to Abbey Park Campus College

   I've nearly finished my personal statement letter because I'm home educated so I don't really have any qualifactions apart from my Bronze and Silver Arts Award, so my career advisor said "I think that you should write a letter to put with your application form because it will make it more easier for me to get into the college" So I've done just what he's said :) The good thing about career advisors is that he said that I can drop off my application form into the Student Services for the attention of him which is great, so he's going to read throug it and tell me what he thinks and what I need to change to make it better.

I know that I'm going to be fine but I'm strugglering with the idea of me actually going to college it's the only thing thats been on my mind all the time I still haven't finished my personal statment for my application for the college.